cry, just cry

it came to pass that the hubby updated my phone for that ios crap or whatever.  i just didn't lose my music, i lost photos maybe from august this year that were not backed up.  i'm terribly rubbish in backing up stuff, i know that.  i don't own a proper laptop.  i'm such a phone person and i shouldn't be, i blog with the phone, i google with the phone. i just don't plug my phone to the pc to charge.

so with my emotions in tatters, the list hurts -- a video from ryan's wedding gone (wasn't able to upload it on you tube or save anywhere), photos of inanimate objects from ryan's wedding gone,  a gorgeous view of thessaloniki, greece gone, one of my favorite couple (hubby and i) photo together (amidst the backdrop of radiant thessaloniki weather) gone, photos from the weird indian summer during early october vanished into nothingness.  technology be damned? i don't want to be like carrie bradshaw during her sad Mac issues with Aidan. but how far technology has come since the fourth season of SATC the tv series?

and speaking of lost, the original copy of the photo above irrevocably disappeared as well. i just select photos randomly plus i read a lot about wallis simpson and sometimes the rest of the windsors.